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Aug 03, 2026 04:26 pm Av3ry writes a new entry in the diary

What if?

quote What if time stood still right now?
"Make a wish…" a voice whispered close to her ear.
She didn't need to think about it for long.
She wished for a place where anything was possible.
A place without doubt. Without time. A place where closeness didn't ask questions and every feeling was allowed to be.
She imagined warm f****rtips slowly gliding over her skin. Not hasty. Not demanding. Just so that every touch left a fine shiver behind. Like a kiss that touches not just the lips, but settles deep in the heart. Like that pleasant heat that slowly spreads until it encompasses every thought and the world falls silent for a moment.
She closed her eyes.
With every breath, everything became clearer.
There was suddenly warmth.
Very close.
A barely audible breathing.
A gentle tickle ran over her forearm and let a goosebumps slowly crawl down her neck.
She didn't move.
She didn't want to chase this moment away.
The warmth came closer.
Slowly.
Patiently.
Her heart beat noticeably against her chest.
She couldn't say whether she was dreaming or had long forgotten where reality ended.
One more whisper.
One more breath.
She felt this closeness so intensely that she believed soft lips would soon lay on hers.
Then she slowly opened her eyes.
She was still at home.
The room was quiet.
No one was there.
And yet...
Her f****rtips found their way to her lips as if by themselves.
There was still that almost imperceptible echo.
As if a gentle kiss had left a trace that couldn't simply be thought away.
She smiled.
Very slowly.
And as her heart beat one stroke faster, her thoughts began to continue the story. 🖤

Aug 02, 2026 11:24 am Av3ry writes a new entry in the diary

Fast unnoticed

quote Good morning. ❤
Every morning begins with the same rituals.
And yet, no one feels like the other.
Even before the world really wakes up, there's this fleeting moment between sleep and reality. Where thoughts know no bounds and feelings are more honest than words.
They come quietly.
Almost unnoticed.
A memory settles on the skin like warm sunbeams. A familiar feeling returns. Not loud. Not demanding. Rather like a closeness that recalls itself and makes breathing a little deeper for a moment.
It takes surprisingly little.
The anticipation of a touch.
The echo of a moment.
The knowledge of how it feels to be so close to a person that between two heartbeats the whole world falls silent for a moment.
And each time something changes.
Not the longing.
But its color.
Sometimes it's gentle like the first sunbeam on the skin. Sometimes it carries a quiet glow within, which slowly spreads and accompanies the whole morning without ever becoming loud.
Perhaps it's precisely these subtle changes that make us smile again and again.
That turn a thought into a feeling.
A feeling into a silent expectation.
And turn an ordinary morning into the beginning of a story that no one knows yet.
I wish you a day full of warmth, quiet longing, and moments that settle deep in the heart - long before they become reality. ❤

Aug 02, 2026 12:27 am Av3ry writes a new entry in the diary

At night

quote The day is long gone.
The world outside is growing quieter, but within her, something is beginning to stir.
With every hour, her thoughts lose their order. They become softer, freer, braver. They no longer follow reason, but the gentle desires that have patiently hidden during the day.
She closes her eyes.
Suddenly, there's this familiar feeling.
Like warm hands that evoke a memory. Like a whispered word that's barely audible and yet goes deep under the skin. Like a breath that doesn't touch and yet leaves goosebumps.
She smiles.
Not at what she sees.
But at what she feels.
Fantasy begins to tell its own stories. One thought becomes an image. One image becomes a moment. One moment becomes a soft crackling that slowly spreads through every memory.
The evening knows these secrets.
It takes what only slept during the day and lets it grow in the silence. Very slowly. Until a barely perceptible shiver becomes a pleasant warmth that spreads within her and lets her forget everything else for a moment.
Perhaps it's precisely these late hours in which the heart dreams most honestly.
And sometimes, just one single thought is enough to make the night feel a little brighter. 🖤

Aug 01, 2026 04:05 pm Av3ry writes a new entry in the diary

Pool Memories

quote It was the first time we were together at the pool.
She stood up to her shoulders in the water. Her short blonde hair clung to her face in fine strands, small drops ran over her skin and her green eyes found mine, as if they had been waiting for this moment for a long time.
I swam slowly towards her.
Not because I had to.
But because I wanted to savor every second between us.
When I reached her, I gently wrapped my legs around her hips. Her hands found their way to my waist as if by instinct. Firm enough for me to fall, gentle enough for me to feel every touch.
The water carried us.
The voices around us faded into a distant murmur. People walked by, children laughed, somewhere water splashed.
For us, none of that existed anymore.
There was only her eyes.
Only this gaze that didn't want to let go.
She smiled.
This slow, dangerous smile that promised more than words could ever say.
I lifted my hand and brushed a wet strand out of her face.
For a fleeting moment, she closed her eyes.
When she opened them again, she was a little closer to me.
So close that our breaths touched.
So close that there was hardly more than a thought between us.
Her forehead brushed against mine.
Her nose touched mine.
No one moved.
No one wanted to destroy this moment.
Then our lips met.
Very slowly.
Not hungry.
Not stormy.
Rather like two people who had long known that this kiss would happen someday.
The water gently rocked us back and forth.
She held me a little tighter.
I smiled into the kiss.
And for this one moment, it felt like the world had stopped spinning.

Aug 01, 2026 10:57 am Av3ry writes a new entry in the diary

lightness

quote Good morning. ☀️🖤
The morning is still a bit cooler today.
And yet it carries a warmth within it that doesn't come from the sun.
Perhaps it's created by a thought. A memory that slips back into the foreground for a fleeting moment. In this gentle tingling that conjures a smile on your lips even before the first coffee is drunk.
It's often not the grand gestures.
Sometimes the idea of a familiar person is enough. An unspoken feeling of closeness. The memory of a moment that still resonates and warms the heart in its own special way.
What will this day bring?
Perhaps nothing that can be planned.
Perhaps exactly that one moment that quietly slips in among all the others and only shows how special it was in the evening.
I'll just let the day come to me.
With open thoughts, a small smile, and the quiet anticipation that some encounters begin in our thoughts first… before they find their way into reality.
I wish you a wonderful morning and a day full of warmth - in every way that makes your heart smile. 🖤

Jul 31, 2026 09:37 pm Av3ry writes a new entry in the diary

Summer thunderstorm

quote Outside, the first thunderstorm rolled across the sky.
Warm summer air met the first rain. The windowpanes fogged up slowly, while the drops ran down in irregular paths. Every thunderclap made the silence tremble for a moment.
She loved exactly these evenings.
She leaned back, closed her eyes, and listened to the rain.
With every patter on the window, another thought emerged from its hiding place. Memories stirred. Not loud. Rather like a faint crackling that started deep under the skin.
She thought of that one moment.
Of the closeness.
Of the tingling that had come so suddenly back then and still refused to disappear.
The rain got stronger.
A lightning bolt illuminated the room for a fraction of a second.
She smiled.
It was as if the thunderstorm expressed everything she herself had never put into words. Wild. Warm. Full of tension.
She let her head sink against the backrest and gave herself over to her thoughts.
Between the rustling of the summer rain and the deep rumble of the sky, her mental movie started all by itself.
And somewhere between longing and memory, she became aware that some feelings are like a summer thunderstorm.
They announce themselves quietly.
And when they come, they change the whole world for a moment. 🖤

Jul 31, 2026 10:28 am Av3ry writes a new entry in the diary

Premonitions

quote Good morning. ☀️

It's a completely ordinary morning.

And yet there's something in the air.

Not visible. Not tangible.

More like a warmth that doesn't come from the sun. A gentle tingling that slowly spreads without asking permission. As if the day had brought a little secret and decided to reveal it only gradually.

Perhaps it's precisely these mornings that settle deep in the heart.

Not because of a big event.

But because of a feeling that accompanies us. That becomes a little more intense with every breath. That awakens fantasies, brushes against longing, and makes us smile without being able to say exactly why.

Some days don't start with a promise.

They start with a faint crackling.

And sometimes that's all it takes for an ordinary morning to become something that still resonates long after.

I wish you a day full of warm thoughts, quiet longing, and moments that feel like they want to stay. 🌿☀️

Jul 30, 2026 10:20 pm Av3ry writes a new entry in the diary

Safe

quote The evening has something special.
It takes away the loudness of the day's voices and gives thoughts room to wander a little further.
Perhaps it's exactly now this one moment in which a smile appears once again. A memory becomes warmer. A glance lingers on, which should have passed long ago and yet still sets something in motion.
It's strange how little it sometimes takes.
A thought.
A feeling of closeness.
The quiet notion that somewhere someone might be thinking of the same moment.
And suddenly there's this barely perceptible crackle between longing and security. Not loud enough to disturb the evening. Just quiet enough to make the heart beat a little more awake.
I wish you an evening full of beautiful memories, gentle fantasies and thoughts that may accompany you for a long time.

Jul 30, 2026 10:05 am Av3ry writes a new entry in the diary

Sun warmth

quote Good morning. ☀️
The sun has already wrapped the day in warm light early on. Perhaps it will also take one or two beautiful thoughts on its journey and gently place them in your heart.
I wish you a day full of small moments of happiness, gentle encounters, and moments that unnoticed give you a smile.
And don't forget, amidst all the warmth, to be good to yourself. Take your time, find a shady spot, drink enough, and approach the day at your own pace. Summer isn't going anywhere – and the most beautiful moments often arise exactly when we linger a little longer.
Have a wonderful day and let the sun warm your soul a bit. 🌿☀️

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